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You guys must be thinking, what could be Anti-Depressing agent?

Well, it’s a blessing to posses cats at home or any other pet.

From my personal experience, it’s a kitten. I remember I was going through a rough phase of life and I was always scared of cats and dogs I used to run away from them, I thought they would hurt me.

Until my sister forced me to get one for her, my best friend used to tell me adorable stories of her cat. So I borrowed from her these small furry balls who changed my perception and now they are my world.

Hard days to loving days, running away from them to sleeping with them, from offline shopping to Online Shopping for them, not going out just to stay with them. Going to movies were always exciting but now my heartbeat increase while driving home back.

I was never this person, what I have become now. They became my world.

From months to 2 years, memories bring back memories. More than 1000 shot in my gallery, they occupy more space than my pictures.

They cuddle, kiss, rub their face into mine, they pose when I click pictures, they listen to my sorrows and assure me that they will be always there by my side. Their little paws are fluffy.

I just love being around them and the best part is that they adore you, they compliment you, they never make you feel lonesome. They are very loving and caring. They stare into your eyes, tell you that they love you.

I know, my craziness is just crossing the boundary. So let me tell you, if you don’t have pets please adopt them, they will change your life. You can rescue also and they them vaccination properly.

It took a lot of courage to start writing on such a platform, where the only blogger around me. Finally, I am here, going to express my views and thoughts about the world. I have always been into maintaining dairy entries, never had the guts to write something on social media, scared of people who know me and their judgmental comments.

It was all in my head, imaginary people criticising me, even though nothing was happening in reality. They were stopping me to move ahead in life. I don’t know, some of you would react to this mental illness but yes it was my condition. Some of you must be thinking, I might be crazy, but then it’s fine even if am crazy. Because it’s Me.

Fear of critisms, makes me crazy don’t know why.

I had to decide, something to release my fears. Writing can set your freedom by expressing more and more. People will always judge you, criticise you and comment on you. But at the end of the day, they will accept you. Their criticism will make you stronger and grow your skin thicker. It will help you in Improving mistakes.

We all make mistakes, we all learn from mistakes, we might flunk in the initial stages but soon we will turn pro.

Whenever I used to think of writing, I was full of negative thoughts, lack of confidence and courage held me. And missed so many opportunities for content writing during college days. I regret that decision. I wish I would have tried once.

I hope I will be able to overcome this fear. And people out there, who are in the same frame.

Do people exist like me, who started writing with fear but ended with confidence and great writers?